stealing is bad

almost 2 weeks ago my dad's glasses and wallet came in the mail. half burned and all. sweet. not prepared. complete meltdown.

last week i left my debit card in the ATM after depositing some money. someone took $440 out. rad. i was all bummed so sally came and picked me up. we went out to eat. picked up 2 pints of ben and jerrys phish food and also some reeses crunch and snickers. then picked up a ton of movies and watched and ate all night. great saturday night. seriously.

today i am sick. being sick sucks. im excited to feel better though and am getting excited for vegas again. i want to go to the RVCA art show tomorrow, but not sure if ill be feeling up for it. i had to miss sallys birthday dinner last night, because i wasnt feeling well. im bummed about that, but will have tons of hangout time in vegas.

obsessions

i am obsessed with the thought of going to london lately. cant stop thinking about it. will it come summer 2008? it's possible if i cant get this out of my head.

sunshine

today i went up on my roof and sat in the sun until the fog rolled in. once i got back in, the fog had seemed to pass. i sat in my window and stared at the yellow wild flowers growing in the neighbor's yards. talked to jordan for her drive up to redding. talked to courtney for almost 2 hours. finally felt at total peace while watching into the wild. id highly recommend it. today was a good day.

tuna. bad for you?

rachel brought over devin, her new brosef. he informed me that i eat too much tuna and im going to get mercury poisoning and go crazy. sick, lets eat baby tuna only!



ps i will not be giving up tuna. i think a little crazy will be good for me.

i never knew a love like this existed

I haven’t been on here in awhile and I should update a lot of stuff, but I probably wont just because I don’t want to talk about a lot of it and I just don’t feel like writing a ton right now. Run-on sentence?

My birthday was on the 29th and my mom came to SF with me and we shopped, she got me a facial and we went out to Tadich Grill (my favorite place in the city). Aw man, it was good. When I got home, Monica, Sam and Kate were all there to wish me Happy Birthday and hangout for a little bit.

The next day Monica, Sam and I went to good old Las Vegas and it was a blast. Didn’t see Sean a whole lot, but I had a really good time with Mon and Sam. I think our overall favorite place was New York New York. Sam and I won money playing blackjack and we all had a nice romantic dinner. We did a lot of walking around and it was definitely nice having a place on the strip (The Caesar, thanks Rachel!). we went to a casino with Sean and some of his friends one night, and went to a typical Vegas show another. New Years we got to see fireworks, which is one of my favorite things in the world. Another night Sam and I went to Club Pure. We had a good time, but I definitely am not a club person. Vegas feels like a different country. Crazy people, drinking on the streets, and bars that never close. Sam had to leave a day early and Monica and I went over to the Stratosphere and did the Big Shot (the thing on the top that shoots you up). Oh my gosh, that was amazing. I want to do it 5 more times. After that we went to Sean’s friend Matt’s house. We all went to a bar downtown and came home early. It was nice being in a house and away from the strip and casinos. The last day was spent eating, watching TV, and playing with Matt’s dog, Bario; a nice change of pace. I’m glad we all got to go and had a blast. The only thing I didn’t see that I’m a little bummed about was an Elvis impersonator, oh well. I’m still waiting for pictures from Sam and Monica…hint hint. Thanks to Sam, Monica, Rachel, RJ, Terry, Sean, Matt, Scotty and Bario!

After Monica and my flight was delayed and almost cancelled due to weather we finally got back to Chico at 4am. When I got there the power was out for 4 days until I finally lost it and went back to San Francisco. It is so nice to be back home. I feel like I was gone for a whole month straight. Since I’ve been back Madeline’s boyfriend, Jason has been here, so I haven’t seen her a whole lot, but that will soon change when Rachel gets back tomorrow and Jason leaves the next day. I’m cooking Rachel a welcome home dinner and hopefully the next day we can walk down to Baker Beach and have a little roommate day/picnic. Aww, it’s good to be home.

one month

It has been one month since my dad died. I decided I didn’t like the term “passed away” because he didn’t. He wasn’t laying in bed dying… “passing” so-to-speak. He died. Man, I miss my dad. I think the hardest part is every so often I think "Oh, I need to call my dad, he'd think this is hilarious," or "Oh shit, my dad's going to be pissed when he finds out..." until after that split second I realize I can't.

Speaking of dying my old manager and friend, Jimmy just died as well. Good old oxy cotton. Really, another one to that crap? Wow, what a month.

I also had a really bad weekend like…REALLY BAD. But, I’m not going to talk about it, because I’m still pretty embarrassed.

It was nice to see the family even though I was harassed and made fun of most of the time. Bad times are always made better with humor, right? Gosh I hate this last month...well year to be exact. I can’t wait for it to be over and 2008 to be here. VEGAS BABY.